*runs away runs away*

i moved from georgia to florida to kansas. i came here when in may when i was 5.

oh... well my skool has that for jrotc.... every tues day they have to wear them..... we get to watch Taladega nights in driver ed 2marrow!

wriufhwidj you people better stay onnn. ;-; i'm going to take a shower, but i'll be back in a little bit. c:

((i have to wear my uniform every even wednesday))

thats a hilarious movie! 'im all jacked up on mountain dew!' after my friend rosie and i saw that, we kept on saying 'im gonna come at you like a spider monkey!' i even drew a spider monkey for her

oh okays! *pretends to sneak away* c u later!

sorry aiolos, but i have to go now. seriously. i have to write a five paragraph essay on leopards for language arts (its only the rough draft), make a web to show my info. she assigned it today, and its due tomorrow. i was like 'WTF?! THATS EFFING SCREWED UP! WE WORK OUR @$$ES OFF ENOUGH!" i seriously wanted to have something happen that would make her explode so i wouldnt have to do it....

woo-hoo! life story on the other pic! (note- not exactly the happiest story... its about why i moved to texas and then to georgia...)

actually i can stay for a minute longer. i can also write about what happened the day my dad died... ive felt like i need to get it out, and scenes from that night have been haunting me lately...

okays go for it.

...Wait...what?

i told about a tragic thing that happened to me on the other pic and tiamat wants to say something about her too cuz it's been bugging her...

i opened my eyes. it was about 1:00 in the morning, and i heard screams. deciding my mom was watching a scary movie, i drifted back to sleep. ...... i woke up again, and this time i knew the screams were real. it suddenly came to me why there was even screaming. 'oh no' i said aloud, and i put my glasses on and ran out into the hallway. my moms door was a jar, and i could see my mom and dad fighting, like wrestling. (my dad wasnt allowed in the neighborhood, let alone the house because of a restraining order. he came into the shed, climbed up a ladder, then squeezed his way into my moms room through the small space that led to her closet. he brought a small metal flashlight with him) i could only stare in horror. my mom was screaming as they moved out of my view. my sister popped her head out the door just then. my mom suddenly managed to get free of my dads grasp, and ran for the door. my grab was on her in a second, and tried to drag her back into the doorway while closing the door. however, my mom put her leg in front of the door and pulled with all her strength. the edge of the door snapped, and she ran, but my dad tackled her. by now, my sister had run downstairs to use the phone, but she did something wrong and it didnt dial. my dad started beating her in front of my sisters door with the flashlight. this made my mom have to get stitches on her head. i dont remember much of what i said, but im sure i was yelling 'just go away and dont come back! dad, stop it!' my mom finally broke free, and ran past me down the stairs. my dad ran into my moms room and came out with a handgun. my mom ran out the door. i remember seeing him leaning over the railing, and shooting at my mom. it broke the window pane, scattering glass everywhere. my mom screamed as the shot rang out, thinking he had shot one of us, yet she kept running. my dad ran past me as though i wasnt there after her. my legs finally seemed to work, and i followed them. we ran across the neighbors yard, my sister following. my dad fired a shot which grazed my moms arm. i kept yelling 'just go away! stop it and never come back!' i didnt feel tired at all, adrenaline fueling me as i ran. we went down the side of my neighbors house, then made a right out onto the main street. my dad shot at her again, yet missed. my mom ran across the street to a house where these people who work for the fbi live... my mom ran to their door, banging on it and screaming for them to wake up and help. my sister ran across the street then stopped. my dad stopped too as i also came to a halt. he fired another shot, which broke their dinning room window. then, he raised the gun up to his head as my sister ran to my mom. i called out 'dad! no!' but it was too late. the shot rang out through the neighborhood, and i saw my dad collapse. my world seemed to shatter just then. i ran over to where he lay, and looked into his still blinking eyes which had rolled back into his head. blood was pooling around him. 'dad?!' i cried out, but to no answer. my mom suddenly called my name, and i knew i had to go to her. the houses lights were on, and the door was open, and i ran inside....

sry, mom had to get on..but i'm back *listens to tiamat's story* whoa intense!

...

oh god tia... im so sorry...

that had to be sooo scary! *huggles tia*

What the..!? Fo' real? Holy freak!!

yes. it happened on january 21st, on a saturday morning, at like 1:00 - 2:00 or something.... i was only nine then.

That's....horrible...Tia, I'm so sorry. \:

*huggles tia* if it makes you feel better... i just saved a bunch of money on my car insurance by switching to Geico.

snap! I'd f@ckin' kill anyone who was shooting at my mom...

*reads the rest of story* at least ur sister,mom and u r okay!

*meekly smiles* the pain from that day has been inside me for a long time. it seems to fuel a lot of my depression. its what for me gives meaning to the quote on my signature on deviantart: why did i smile when i hurt inside, said i was ok when i knew its a lie @mars- he had a gun, i was so scared i nearly pee'd myself, and it was my dad

well, if it makes you feel any better again, 15 minutes could save you %15 or more on your auto insurance...

its not really helping. anyway i g2g before i regret not finishing my language arts... if i finish it, i dont have to suffer from the dementor yelling at me and sucking out any happiness i have left.... bye *hugs all, then leaves*

i'd go pretty much insane if someone was threatening or hurting anyone that i caredabout even my animals! *huggles tia* well the first step to feeling better is talking about it and now ur one step closer to feeling better

im sorry, tia. i was trying to be funny. talk to ya later.

i went to a counseling place, but they were more interested in really having me do projects after i recounted the story once, then helping me get through it

@DSpice: O.o XDDDD @Tiamat: I had to go to counseling once when I was trying to get over being sexually abused by my babysitter at the age of six.

figures... consoulers really don't help matters they just caver them up and bury them... they really creep me out!

i went to counseling for mine, too, but all they did was press me for information like "has your dad ever touched you?" or "has your mom ever beat you?" FOR CHRIST'S SAKE!! i was just in a house fire and all they care about is if im being mis-treated!!

Never been to counseling... D:

I liked my counselor... Mostly because with my problem, I just wanted to forget it. Or stop worrying about it.

i just saw a geico commercial. a guy was writing to his mom and he wrote something like: "mom, you have always been there for me, something something something, and i just wanted to tell you something long overdue: i jst saved a bunch of $$$ on my car insurance by switching to geico. love you." *laughs hysterically*

yeah, seen that one :3 My way of counseling myself is drawing.. <3

my counselor didnt help at ALL. she was a (insert string of cuss words here)

OMG!! I just finished reading Tia's really really long comment. But gues what!, January 21st is MY BIRTHDAY! *twilght music plays*

I'm a leavin' ; see ya laters!

God I hate missing so much... Dang... *looks at the clock* Double dang!! I have to go to work now!! *cries* Bye bye all! AND TUESDAY IS FREE DAY AND I GET THE COMPUTER ALL DAY CUZ MY SIS IS GROUNDED!!!!! SORRY FOR YA SIS, BUT YAAAAAAYY!!!!

oh gosh, Tiamat....*huggles* i'm sorry... *huggles Nighthawk and everyone else* i'm sorry if i ever ignored you.. and Drak, my b-day's on the 19...

thats spam!

get that sick !@#$ off dragnix! no one wants to see that!! (hi tiamat!)

(hellos!) sorry i wasnt able to comment last night, i had a gs lock in at the great wolf lodge! twas awesomeness! they have a huge indoor water park there, an arcade where i played this really cool samurai game and killed undead peoples, a hot tub that wasnt really that hot and should be called a warm tub. there was a huge dance party in the lobby! and the greatest is that there was this magic quest thing (idk what it was, i didnt get to do it and you have to pay for a wand) and there was this dragons lair thing on my floor!

sounds awesome! i went to a new friend's sweet-16 party and spent the night. we played DDR (dance-dance revolution) and needless to say, i sucked. xP i got better though, but im still horrible. then we stayed up till 1:30-something in the morning playing halo and halo 2.

halo tis awesome! and for the dragon, since no one was using it, it was just sleeping, breathing in, and out.... in... and out... we dubbed it 'fluffy'

fluffie!! *huggles fluffy* i suck at halo, as well, i kept dying and making my partner have to start over the game when i died. oh geeez, i need to find another hobby beides videogames...

video games is fun! i mostly just whack the crap out of people who are charging at me with my weapon....

i'm VERY trigger-happy. "trigger-happy: one who, when challenged, cannot pull their finger off the "shoot" button and fires randomly"...

i prefer the swords when fighting the flood. pretty much kills them in one hit

i love the plasma rifles and plasma pistols. their my favorites. *huggles pistol and rifle*

i like the plasma rifles. i dont really like the ones that the grunts carry though, except for the fact that they can charge up and release a huge blast of plasma

exactly. ad what color is said plasma? GREEEEEEEN!!

i love the covenant gernade, because it sticks to people, and if it sticks to a grunt, they run around screaming their heads off then... BOOM!

i love the battle rifles

i also like the rocket launcher, and the banshees, and the lasers that you get if you pick one up from a defeated flying guard thing while in the library

oh! i almost forgot to tell you! two dats ago, all the leaves on a tree at the bank were beginnning to turn red. the bottom leaves were red and green, and some leaves had red on the edges with green in the center. isnt that awesome?!

sweet! theres a tree like that in my neighbors yard, but its tiny...

this tree was huge. *i glare at my slow computer* WHY?! *smack pow bam crunch*

*huggles my pretty fast computer*

*my slow computer laughs at me and goes even slower* GARRGH!! *smack* oo i just sneezed... x0

*my computer whirrs happily* i have comcast high speed internet. its com-castic!

im not sure what internet i have... but it's sloooooooow.... *i smack my computer, complaining about it's slowness and stupid-ness*

*sneak-attack glomps Tiamat and Dspice* okay, one question...when you fly Dspice, do you have your hands open or closed?

gah! *is glomped* i have my hands open when i fly, but if im doing some kind of maneuver, i ball my hands into fists.

(sorry, my computer chose that moment to take away my internet ><') JADE! *glomps* your hardly ever on now!

hmm...tricky tricky! HEE! hi! and yes, i'm only on weekeends, and even that i'm lucky if i can talk. highschool, and my computer time is limited. every single site except for my school is blocked on hte other comp. because of my grades..

i nearly did because i didnt know what one of them was, then i saw the others and thats when i typed in 'thats spam! "

oh the spammer... oh, jade? make sure you know: i do NOT have horns! im not sure why everyone drew me with them... 0.o but it doesnt matter that much...

and oops, gotsa go again...this is going to be a random day where i pop in and out.. and don't worry, i know..

ok jade *hug* see ya!

jade-in- tha-box! see ya jade!

she said she is going to pop in and out, and i thought of a jack-in- the-box, but instead i said JADE-in- the-box* get it?

oh...

get it?! *laughs* oh, i am so funny...

define funny....

ok miss smarty-pants... *glomps tia*

that pretty much defines it

this defines it as well *goes to the great wolf lodge with one of my friends, shelby k.* *we walk on the elevator, push a random button, then sit cross legged on the floor doing mantra* pizzzaaaa ommmm.... shelby: we are retardsss ommm me: helll yaaa.... ommmm

*sits in elevator pressing all the buttons* yay i win!

*pushes the first button, and we go down towards the entrance to the waterpark and arcade* ommmm. oh and i forgot to tell you, but i got an airbrush tattoo there of a chinese dragon

*grabs tiamat's shoulders and shakes her back and forth* TELL ME WHERE!!!

here. its right next to the door that leads to the water park, outside the small giftshop on this floor. youll see it when we get there *behind us, we see the arcade, ultra violet lights lighting the place*

*shivers with excitement* take me there! pleeeeze!! now now now!! pleeeeeze!!

*the door dings, and we walk through. the giftshop plus small booth for airbrush tattoos are there, and directly ahead of us we can see through the glass doors the giant bucket dumping a thousand gallons of water onto a slanted roof structure, on top of a crowd of waiting kids in swimsuits who shriek*

*is uber-mega-super excieted*

imma gonna take a pic of it and send it to da :3 *directs dspice to the counter, then hands her money* there you go, we'll be in the water park. its easyyyy to find people in there... *shelby and i have our swimsuits under our clothes, and i run to the waterpark with shelby following. we take off our shirt and pants, then run to the waterslides*

yay!! *gets awesome tattoo* WOOT! *pays guy for tattoo and runs to water park, changing to swimsuit*

*runs with the rest of the kids to where the giant bucket at the top of the playground type thing is. a bell dings as it starts to tip, and i lower my head, preparing for impact...*

*Pokes Tiamat and turns invisible* hey Dspice, what's the color of your eyes?

*i run up next to tiamat and slip as the water comes crashing down* my eyes are emerald, jade. not green, but emerald (ooo, ahhh)

*the kids scream, and the water comes down, pounding on our shoulders. its over in 5 seconds, and everyone disperses to do something else* *blinks*

pretty! thankies! *huggles and bounces off*

i g2g we are going to dq since my mom is forcing us out of the house to 'be active and get off our lazy behinds' bye! *glomps*

NUU! you can't leabe me aww awone!! *cries* by tiamat! see ya later!

*drags shelby and dspice to the giant wooden playground thing. various things that shoot out water abound here, such as a small bucket that gets full of water that then dumps it on people walking on the ground beneath the playground thing*

*gets shot with water* *giggles*