nighthawk, you think too much. dont try to make sense of everything, and yes, you can talk to people. i personally have not seen you post anything about you needing to talk to anyone.

It feels like I am constantly being ignored. Also, the people I really loved, like Kelsey, Raven8dragon, Akira, ect. rarely come any more. The only people I really like who come still is Mars and Babydrgn. I personally try to find good roleplays that everyone can enjoy. Now It seems that you and the others have formed a type of clique, and seem to only include you and the other 'members'.

Dspice: Don't come down on Nighthawk like that. Why do you think I keep leaving Dragnix? It's just...not the same as it used to be. No offence to the current members ment. When I used to regular this site everyday, the people I used to hang around with were Mars, Nyliir, Blackhawk, Delbin, Raven, ED, Kelsey, Akira, Mnementh and Noname normally. None of them even come on this site anymore except for Mars, Mnementh and occasionally Akira. I could list the original members I came on with, but you wouldn't recognize any of them except for maybe Makla and Del. Dragnix has a pattern, you get a group of regulars who come on for some amount of months, then they slowly begin to leave and are replaced with new people. It's sad really, to see all of my older friends gone. But why am I talking about this? Ah yes, Nighthawk, I do understand what you're saying. c:

Exactly. Dragnix doesn't seem to be the Dragnix I knew. It has completely changed. Thank you for understanding, Aiolos. The only reason there is for staying is to be able to put art up.

And for me, that's not really a reason anymore. I have DeviantART. And again, NO OFFENCE to the members here, but I feel that I get better critique and opinions on my crap over there than I do here. I personally don't know why I stay, it's either because of the few friends I think I have that are here, or because I just feel a huge attachment to this place in general. Three years in a place can really create a tie. \:

nighthawk, if you want to talk about things all you have to do is ask. i dont know how it feels, me being a newbie, but personally i enjoy rping on dragnix. it helps me relax and let go of the stress built up during the day. i also like rps because i can be creative with them. about the personal matter rp... um... well that was during a time when... i wasnt myself that day....

@Tiamat: I am known as 'The Dreamer' with my friends because of my creativity. If you would give me a chance, I can create WORLDS with a single word. No offense, but with your roleplays, you only include your 'friends'. I try to play along, I try to add my ideas; but all are ignored. Yourself or not; it really annoyed the crap out of me. @Aiolos: I don't have any accout to any other art site, so I'm not able to put up my pictures anywhere else. My mother won't allow me on Deviantart or sheezyart or anywhere like that. I am rather surprised she let me here, even. I don't know why I continue coming here, either, besides the fact of art. I think that there are too many memories here to let them go so easily. I have been here for about a month shy of a year, and it has been one of my best years yet.

I used to spend entire afternoons here if I had a bad day at school or something. I...don't really do that anymore. I switched schools this year, and started off with knowing only one person out of 1600. I never even mentioned it because I knew the subject would quickly change to stabbing a paint program or blowing up the white house. Not that I'm having that hard of a time at school, it's just nice to know that you can talk to people if you need to. And that's what I've got dA for now.
...I'm going to stop, because now I feel like I'm just coming down on the members here when I'm not trying to. Just saying Nighthawk, that you aren't the only one with those feelings.

same here, aiolos. i moved shortly and know only 2 people at my new school who could care less about my very existance. when i joined dragnix, it helped me cope with not knowing anyone. and nighthawk, im sorry if i sounded rude earlier. my dad constantly pisses me off for no reason and i am not in the best of moods...

Thank you Aiolos. I'm glad that I am not alone on this subject. I'm afraid that I, too, seem to be bashing members here. And I will apologize right now if I did. I wish I had a DeviantArt account... but I expect that you know how parents can be. @Dragonspice: Hey, I am not in the best of moods currently either. I'm rather pessimistic right now, so whatever.

my dad expects me to be perfect. ask tiamat, she knows. he yells at me everytime i do one little thing wrong, and apologizes later. then what does he do? immidiently he yells at me. after a while i kind of got used to it, but sometimes i let my emotions slip out on dragnix, because honestly, im not thinking a lot about what im typing. it's really no excuse for what i said and i am truly sorry.

Hey, no worries. I use the internet as an escape from the real world too. (: Seriously, you should see my bulletins on myspace.

yeah, but i feel really bad. i fear i may have permamently offended you guys. im am reeeeely sorry.

god my computer was being an idiot for once in its life! ><'

@Dragonspice and Aiolos: Me too. The internet seems to be a good place to escape to when things are absolutely horrid in the real world. I use my drawings as a mean to escape sometimes, as well, even video games. While my life currently is going well, there are times that I need to escape.

I dunno about Nighthawk and the others, but even if you did offend me, I wouldn't stay that way for long. I find it almost impossible to hold grudges, except for the one kid named Tyler. I forgive everyone else in a week at the most. xD

and oh, video games are the best for anger management. <3 Especially stuff like Resident Evil and Twilight Princess.

that's nice to hear. the only video games i have are OLD games on a super nintendo. (yes i know, laugh all you want) i just dont have the money to buy anything new, and dad would call me lazy if i bought one... a lose-lose situation... *hands tiamat a hammer for her computer* it works on mine all the time...

i hate this kid named tyler who lives in my neighborhood. he is the biggest idiot ive ever met!

i dont know a tyler... ><'

Yeah well, this Tyler was like my best friend for years. And then one time when I was hanging out with him, he treated me like shit in front of his older cousin for no reason at all. I was SO hurt after that, and I havn't talked to him since.

@Aiolos: I don't hold grudges for very long, either. Once in my karate class, this kid was being a friggin' idiot, and I got mad at him. A week later, I was over it. For me, the video games that help me is Final fantasy XII and Kingdom Hearts. The other Final fantasies get on my nerves because of those stupid 'Random Encounters' @Tiamat: That is getting off-subject.

i had a friend named vanessa. she was my BEST friend in the world when i lived in texas. (yee-haw lol) one day she... um... said some things i cannot ofrgive her for, and now, well... lets just say i'd rather not think about her...

i just hold a serious grudge against him. ill tell the story if any one cares to hear...

ooo! i luffs stories! *sits around campfire roasting marshmallows*

I quit playing FFX after two days because I couldn't stand the random encounters. I own KHII, but it's WAY too easy and I get bored with it. So I play any zelda game or Okami usually...

i'll hear the story, they're interesting. (:

i have a gameboy, but... *sigh* it's in texas, and im not in texas, and... @ nighthawk- i dont hold grudges unless they are deserved.

Yes, also the plot of Final Fantasy X is hard to follow after a point. It got to the point that I didn't get it, so I stopped playing it. Yes, Kingdom Hearts is easy, but I love it's storyline so much. I want to play Okami SO bad, lucky you for owning it. >.<

you know what i want to do? (you'll love this one) i want to know exactly what you guys are talking about! i dont know what any of those are...

Oh, I got to the point right after you have to kill that ugly plant thing in the woods behind the village where yuna first did a sending, and I was like whatever. this game sucks. Okami is the freaking most beautiful game I've ever played in my life. I've finished it three times and I'm not tired of it at all. haha. same thing for twilight princess. |D

well, back before the construction began, we had an old soybean field next to our house. me and couple friends eventually made a fort there. it was awesome, with a bathroom for girls and boys, a swing, and we even made holes for intruders to step in and break their ankle ^^ then one day, tyler decides to come waltzing in. he hangs out for a few hours, then leaves and hangs out with some friends who had made a hang out/ fort type thing in this clump of trees. later, it was dusk, and he was pissing us off with his two friends there with him. then he said the statement that really set me off: "why dont you go running to your daddy to protect you jessica? oh thats right, YOU DONT HAVE ONE!" then he started laughing. i lost it then. i picked up a section of pipe that we had scavenged for our fort, and menacingly took a step forward. "GO AWAY" i screamed at the top of my lungs. he stood there, so i swung, purposely missing. he cried out, and ran off with his friends. once they were far away, i just dropped the pipe and stood there, tears streaming down my face as my friends came up to me to comfort me...

wow. i wish i could make forts and defend them, but my dad is too paranoid and thinks im going to get raped/murdered everytime i go outside... xD go tiamat!

Ah, yes. Sinspawn. It annoyed me too. As far as the sending; I thought it was a very beautiful scene, at least it was the best scene in the game by far in my opinion, but yes, it was... weird. I am not able to play Twilight princess because I don't own a Wii or Gamecube to be able to play it. Final fantasy XII... hmm... I don't really know why I like it so much, maybe because I can relate to the characters in some way; and the graphics are completely amazing. There are points that the game annoys me (Especially the beginning) but by far, it is my favorite. @Dragonspice: I can't really explain it...

yeah, i probably wouldnt get it. im not much of a video game person myself... i'll just stick with dragnix.

i have a gameboy advance sp.

I have 12, but I havn't started it. Tiamat: You should have kicked that little crap where the sun don't shine. I was hanging out with my friend Adam at school one time, and this completely disgusting guy named Ian came over. They started talking about something, and eventually Ian started to make fun of how Adam's grandma has some mental disorder. I mean, he was really laying it down. Well, Adam isn't really...the type of person to let someone talk to him like that. He ended up punching ian right in the face. (:

you wanna know what sucks? my grandma (bless her soul) gave jason (my brother) a new gameboy sp as soon as it came out (for christmas) and a whole bunch of expensive stuff. and what did she get for me? chapstick, and that's all... @ aiolos- go adam

i would have, but my conscious warned me about the consequences, such as getting grounded, having the police called on me, ect...

Dspice: Don't feel bad, my grandma got me a dog toy for christmas. Tiamat: Yeah, I can understand that. (: Sometimes I think my conscience is against me or something...haha. xD

nice to know we're all happy now.

@Aiolos: Start it. It is wonderful. @Tiamat: Hmm... I can't relate to that because people tend to stay away from me... but there are people who really piss me off. Those people are the ones who make fun of what I draw. When they do that, I just look 'em in the eye and say "You know what, foo? I don' give a crap about what you think. I'd like to see YOU do better."

Egh, and now I have to get off to go to homework... D: i'll talk to you guys sometime later, mm?

if someone ticked me off, i would stand and take it unless they say something that's against my moral code or something that insults my family. then? i dont know... instinct takes over i won't be here, aiolos, but it was nice talking to ya! see ya later!

@Aiolos: Goodbye. Cursed homework.

oh the homework. what would life be like without it? *imagines*

whoa! actual conversations! and I missed 'em ): drat!

Dude, life would be like back in elementary school. <333

C: yeshas! my dog molly is trying to get to my candy... (no molly, doggies cant have chocolate!)

Haha, I was talking to my friend eric over IM before, and my candy trashbag started moving. D: I was seriously freaking out on the IM...xD he was all like, "nicole...calm DOWN.." :3

my chem teacher said a bunch of his beakers suddenly crashed onto the ground on their own, and you know whats scary? my chem teacher is VERY honest...

yay ghosties!

My science teacher was walking around the classroom with a freaking gigantic knife last class. ): It scared me. Because she doesn't like me really. ))):

no yay ghosties... brrrr

sorry, my computer was being stupid again and didnt want to give me internet connection...

@Aiolos: that's mega scary... D8 Sharp objects scare me when other people have them, more so because I'm afraid that they'll cut themselves rather than that they'll cut me. :/

it's ok. oh, im watching a movie and it has a dragon-spider on it. very weird. next subject: if you were eating candy and it tasted odd, what would you do? im eating smarties, and they dont taste right... @ mars- i dont like sharp objects unless im cutting ham with them

kill thy ham! *chops up ham* speaking of food, i have to go to dinner bye peoples!

see ya tiamat!

): poor piggy. I like sharp objects for... slicing mah bread >8D

*hands mars full loaf of bread* slice away!! xD

I like....sour-dough bread. <33

GASPETH!! *snatches back bread* how could you be so racial against breads?! *bread starts crying* aww.... shh, it's ok...

lolwhut :B

mars said she only liked sharp knives for cutting bread, and i tried to give her a loaf for cutting, but she only likes sourdough bread, and i took back my bread cuz mars hurt my bread's feelings... very random

Aiolos said she likes sour-dough :3 not me.

*wanders back onto the forum*

I LIKE SOUR-DOUGH?!!?!dcndgdb

hellos tiamat! *huggles* there is a wolf howling outside... and i can see it...

WOLF! *jumps through the computer, crashes through dspices computer, then crashes through the window and glomps the howling wolf* :3

warg! Dspice still thinks I hurt the bread's feelings ): wah! @Aiolos: F YEAH YOU DO ! >8D

i mean it's like a REAL wolf and it's right outside my window.. watching me.. *is afraind to make eye contact* @ mars- *bread stops ccrying* *sourdough bread jumps into mars' arms*

are you sure its a wolf?

MARS SOUR-DOUGH IS NOT FUNNER SI SI SI. and it may just be a coyote or a big dog. [:

ohhh yes, tiamat...it's a wolf. it's too big to be a cyote (how you spell that?!) and it's grey with yellow eyes and pointy ears and...and... it howls loudly...

@dspice: the point is I never said I liked sour-dough bread in the first place XD and also, whu oh! wolves are in fact real. :3 I think there are some squirrels outside.. *looks*

oh really? oopsy... *takes bread from mars and gives her broccoli* eat your greens!!

my sister is eviler then my language asrts teacher sometimes....

Ahh, and I thought all the wolves had migrated to deviantart...

I EFFIN LUV BROCCOLI yum! @Aiolos: Sour dough IZ MEGA FUNNER ):< it lives and grows D8

*takes broccoli from mars and stuffs it in mouth* NUMMS!!

Wait, whose mouth ? D: *puts broccoli on head*

Marruz: NU I HAF TO DISAGRE.

they look like more mini trees then that one japanese tree... *examines broccoli*

that's funny about the chem teacher.... mine is so random...today for example: we were talking about metallic bonding and BAM! we were talking about sharks and the ripley's aquarium and flordia and a bunch of other things.... oh ya hellos!

FLORIDA SUCKS.

catc! hellos!! *huggles*

I did a fun lab in chem this week :3 yay for reclaiming Cu! XDD BONNNSSSAAI! @Aiolos: U no HAF 2.

hey catc! we do that sometimes to our social studies teacher ^^ then he glances at the clock and our hard work is ruined ):

We made fake edible throw up in science yesterday. D: and fake blood. and bleeding paper. and...snot? It was disturbing. especially since i was wearing my friggin uniform and everyone was throwing the PERMANENTALY-STAINING FOOD DYE around. ;-;

*huggles back* ooo sounds fun mars! we did one with FIRE! we used different chemical compounds to test there wavelegnths and one flame was bright green! it waz sooo kools! @aiolos: there's a kid in my chem class that moved from flordia to maryland i think it was about two years ago....

I'm a girl who moved from florida to NOWHEREIDIDNTMOVEHAHA about fifteen years ago. :I hehe.

*throws permanently-staining food dye* >8D

-sicks jrotc kids on mars-

we watched ice age in science over the past few days because: 1. my science teacher lost her voice and couldnt talk 2. it had some scientific stuff in it

oh that had to suck getting ur clothes stained up... and we never get to do that cool of experiments.... luckily though we don't have uniforms.... thank goodness!

i would rebel if i was forced to wear a uniform. i think for most uniforms the girls have skirts? 8O i could never do that!

Oh, they didn't get stained. I was dodgin and runnin all over the place. (: My school doesn't have uniforms either, it's just...jrotc...