*FCD* WOOHOOO YAY KELSEY YAY MARS WOOHOO *dances*

SECOND!!!! w00t for kelsey!!!! Yay!!!! It looks so cool

yup! tisme! tis good! yays! *hugs mars half to death*

*is half dead* thanks! 0_o XDDD

AWESOME, Mars! Way to go, Kels! YAY!

"awesome FFD" sweet!

YEAH!!!! Kelsey looks sooo kool!! *huggles kelsey and mars half to death*

OH NOES! *is a zombie*

*releases Mars's limp undead body and slithers out of Jenu's grasp.* raven...your not the only one with vice like huggles anymore! btw mars, great job on the expression, thats how i normally look, sad. Most of my drawings of Reptilia have her crying cause she's based off my personality, I need to draw her hyper now. I came out of depression every now and then, so i'mm good.

LOL but ravenh has other ways ^_^

*limps around* UGHHHHH! XDDDDD

*sits and smiles* hehe!

I made mars a zombie?! scary!! *hides behind tall kelsey dragon*

Rofl well, Kelsey hugged me half to death, then you hugged me half to death 1/2 + 1/2 = 1 UGHHHH!!! *stumbles toward Jenu*

lol

XD

oh...uhm, i forgot to mentin earlier I'm to be revising my charactor. Don't worry, you don't have to change this one bit! Thanks to Raven's version of me, i've been thinking for months now about changing her physique. I'm making her more quadropedal. She'll walk on two legs, run on four. I'm basically trying to make her faster. She'll still have the same basic features, except for the tail, i've added boney plates to that for balance. I''ll show yal eventually. Don't worry about changing this, i like it the way it is!

cool.

Today is a really sad day!!! I know no one probably cares, but today is the day my friend's sister died, and I've been crying all day because of it!!!!!

Aww, don't be sad... Try to remember the good times

that is sad. *huggles Fireheart* And we do care. I hate it when someone dies. it's always so sad.

I know what u mean. My friend's grandmother died a few months ago about 4 weeks after their house burnt down.

*begins to sing* 15 birds, in 5 fir trees, their feathers were fanned in a firey breeze, but funny little birds, they have no wings, o what shal we do with the funny little things? Roast them alive, or stew Ã?(c)m in a pot! Fry them, boil them, eat them hot! We can toast em, rye and roast em till beards blaze and eyes glaze and hair swelts and skin drop in cinders fly beneath the sky and o the wargs shall cry.... 15 birds, in 5 fir trees, their feather were fanned in a firey breeze, but funny little birds, they have no wings, o what shall we do w/ the funny little things? O what shall we do w/ the funny little things?

how about we don't do anything to them... *is a vegetarian* Yes I know you're referring to the spammers but still....

Aww, ur no fun!

you should stop posting were they post doing so means they can post again just leave them for tempest to sort out ..... is it just me or am i sounding like chalgrish

Roasting little birds alive is not fun unless you have serious issues

Wouldn't know since I don't know who Chalgrish is. But they just post after themselves anyways... Besides, iz fun to think up torture after torture. And Mars, I was singing a song from the Hobbit, u know, the one the goblins sing when they've got the dwarves trapped in the trees?

It sucks i can't express the same saddness for a death as Fireheart. Its all blacoked up by hate and my own sadness. i find it difficult to express sympathy even when I feel it. I hope your friend does okey Fireheart. damn spammers

OH YEAH!!! That song was so funny!! @kelsey: why are you depressed?? Tis almost X-mas?!?!

Well, i'm out of it now...abit tired tho. I think its just harmones, plus I've had some rough times in life. I try to lock it up, i prefer to lock it up. I've only shared my past once on here. don't worry bout' me. I'll be fine. i'm optimistic, its only fluxuating harmones

lol, no it isn't. You have had a rough life, and it's ok to let it go. Bottling i up just does more damage. If i did that, I'd be the meanest b*tch on the planet, even if I didn't have a very hard life. And considering what you have gone through, you are optimistic, but you need to let some of the hate out.

I do! in my art and poetry! theres a reason many of my self portraits are of Reptilia crying or mean looking. I haven't shown yall most of my work, but many of my drawings have expressions of hate, sadness, and depression

everyone has there way of expressing there emotiens to be honest this is the only place i can say my feeling which is why i am usually moping alot (once again sorry about that) *huggles kelsey*

No need to apologize, I don't really talk about my feelings at all... ^^

@Akira:Why the heck do you think i come here so often and try to stay in touch with you guys? I have shared with you ppl more than I share with normal friends. I come here cause this is the only place I truely feel like i fit in. I realized that after the huggle barrage yal gave me.

awwww *huggles kelsey* this is pace were everyone is welcome we do not judge people by what the y like, dislike, look like, its that sort of place were we can feel safe and happy

unless your a pervert, tarv, or spammer! lol. You guys don't need to worry about my depression really. i still say its just harmones. like said, one minute i'm over excited, the other i'm in a settle dangerous mopy streak.

Life's a rollercoaster

up and down up and down everyone goes through it ... just know we are heer for you and that you are not alone

The world's a rollercoaster and I am not strapped in, well maybe I should hold with care but my hands are busy in the air! XD WEEEE!!!

*watches Mar go flying and then splatting on the ground* ^__^ A very dangerous roller coaster. hands and feet in the ride at all times please!

Oww! Where's the fun in that?! XDDD That line's from a song about being happy

*sigh* feelings ...*face becomes nonexpressive* i usually dont talk about mine either

Life is far too confusing. I'll leave my comment at that.

yes, I think I let the music i like speak for me sometimes, I find songs that match mine and other people's moods all the time

I only lock mine away cause they only cause more pain. I can always pic a good country song for emotional purposes. for this one it would have to be "something more" from Sugarland

@mars: i always seem to find music that speaks about how im feeling all the time

Yeah, I even find exact lines too XDDD

music is always good! unfortuananyly I'm unable to stay on much longer. so before i get off, heres and early bye. Oravor!

Adios!

stabby stabby ... uh .. i mean bye bye

lol *roffle fest*

not bye yet, just a warning i have less than ten minutes left on here.

okay though i may have to go soon to seeing as i just took nightnurse which is meant to make you fall alseep and stop you dreaming .... hmm lets see whats gonna win here , the nightnurse, or the illness

*closes eyes* ...*scenes of blood , screams , crying , and many looking up to the sky are seen and heard over top of my head* * i open my eyes* thats the kind of stuff i dream about ...yea scary world

THE ILLNESS IS WINNING I DONT FEEL TIRED AT ALL ........ ok im gonna try and sleep

*puts a sleeping transe on akira* sleep sleep i whisper

*watches as illness punches nightnurse in the face* Oh, owww!

*raises hand* ...hey mars ....i know youve probabaly got a whole list of drawings to do ...but ...could i be on the list lol even if its at the bottom .....no one has drawn me yet

uhhh D; Sure, I'll add you to my list ^__^ there really isn't a bottom cuz I usually just draw whoever comes to mind

the night nurse hopefully *cheers for night nurse*

by the way mars ...i still havnt commented on this pic lol so i am now : i love it kelsey looks awsome! @ kelsey : enter battle lol

thanks Trouble ^_^

OOC: Mars, I need you at the rp, on Unica pic. IC: I thought you had been drawn trouble! Oh well, if mars does it, you are gonna look sooo awesome!!

*runs to the rp*

oh for the love of Lestat!!!!!! *looks all shocked* WOOF LIKES THIS ONE!!!!!!!

ok im not to sure who won .... it took me a while to fall asleep and when i did i still dreamnt but they werent freaky or to real. I only woke up once but i was able to fall alseep again rather quickly .... hmmmm and i still have no appetite ... hmmmmm stabby stabby stabby

I had a freaky dream last night where at one point when people looked at me they saw a wolf... idk it was weird but cool XDDD

WOOHOO IM EATING AGAIN

YAY For food!!!

i forced myself to eat today and i didnt throw it up so thats good though i felt sick after dinner so i think i may have over done it by eaten completly normally i have to take it slow but still YAY im eating ^_^

well this is a big goodbye to everyone thanx for talking to me but i have to go ...my feelings have finally caught up with me and i think ...well i dont know what but i just wanted to say bye to all of you ive lost somthing really close to me and things just arnt going ...well they arnt going ... bye

oh no trouble *hugs her tightly*

*glomp/huggles trouble* wats wrong?! Tell us please! And, it isn't godbye for good is it?!?! *huggles trouble super tightly*

at this point i dont know ...i may just take some time away from everything for awhile...its to much to explain

its your choice just remeber we are always here to listen and try to help .... your our friend and we will always be here for you *hugs her*

thanx guys *hugs akira as tears run down my face*

aww trouble *wipes away some of her tears* are you sure you dont wanna talk about it

OOC: Hey? am I being ignored? I want to help trouble too u know! IC: *huggles trouble and hands her a tissue* I agree with Akira, we're here to help and be your friend.

And I'm here, too, you know! I hate people suffering and I don't know what their suffering from! It drive me insane!

its not that i dont want to talk about it ....its just really confusing ...and no jenu u arnt being ignored *sits on a rock* ...i wish it was easier to explain

*hugs trouble* maybe you should at least try even if it takes more than one post and even if there really long. If you wanna talk about it then talk do what you feel right even if it feels hard to explain

We're here for you!

*goes and crawls into corner* BLITHE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Awww Trouble! *GIANT huggles trouble* awww Tre *GIANT huggles Tre*

*still sad* this is the mopey club now!!!! she made me cry *goes for safety pin* no wonder she took it!!!

*huggles tre* come on now dont be like that

tre i demand u stop that right now ....and leave the safety pin where it is .... i will try to explain when everything settles down ...its just to hectic for me to go on about it now ...but dont worry im not going to hurt myself or anything else like that ...and neither should ANY of you

ok... but i hate holiday break! I HATE IT, HATE IT, HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i'm emo now

WHATEVER FOR? Plus, I don't even know what emo is... so I look stooooopid! What is it?

i hate holiday break because i wont see Rozanna for two weeks!!! and emo people cut their wrists...

ok trouble *huggles* (@tre) hun dont hurt yourself *hugs* (@dragoness) its a self harmer (self harming dousnt mean just slitting there wrists there are many other kinds of self harm)

not all emo people do that...

*shrugs off hug* *cries* i wont hrt myself... i just have this crush on a girl, Rozanna, and i wont see her for 2 weeks!

Ok Ok, emo's sometimes cut wrists... is that all?

yeah but its what most people refer to slef harmers by .... whic is a shame really since i know some people who are emo who dont slit there wrists or hurt themseolves at all
(tre dont worry i know what your going through

we tend to crawl into corners alot *chants: i want to crawl into my corner and die* *thinks* ok... nevermind

It's like a style... like say prep... it's got stereotypes attached to it
@Tre: no you don't, and sometimes time away is ok

tre please dont hurt yourself ....i cant even begin to understand why people cut so im not going to say stop it becuase ive learned that its not that easy for someone to just stop doing it ....but i do know that if theres any place that you can get your feelings out its here and trust me everyone will listen