the drawings section entirely, starting from first pics uploaded, to the last ones. Darventar was on the 19th page made on this site, pen ver on 25th page.

weird ^-_-^

thanx for the help

you're welcome! oh and Kelsey I get it now ^-_-^

hehe i love my little person with glasses ^-_-^

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Cool, awesome, weird picture raven. About the elements that u were talking about earlier, I am water, darkness, and light. All mixed up, see? Thaz me!! Confuzzled!! And I just started my world last year, as well as my powers. My powers have grown enormously, but my world has basically stayed the same, since only four people inhabit it, and I won't let anyone else on it. So, I am still working on it. I do have sorta a history for another world, but I don't inhabit it. I just am writing it.

*walks in shaking slightly and trys to speak but cant so instead just collapses on the floor*

*runs over to Akira* what's wrong?

*runs over aswell* are u ok?

*stands up and breaths deeply* IM TALKING TO SCOTT ON A MESSAGE BOARD THROUGH PRIVATE MESSAGES AND I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO *sits on floor hugging pillow which always seems to just show up*

well now its time to express ur feelings, i tink, if u can...

what to do! what to do! I guess it's up to you! XD

calm down and act natural toward him, be your friendly normal self. Don't express to much love or hate, just act normal.

thats what im doing but i it just dousnt feel right but i dont htink i can bring myself to tell him over private messages i think im gonna wait till i see him in person because even if i dont say it to him in words i think he will figure it out on his own

do u like likin him?

*smiles and sighs* i love liking him

XDD

then wots rong wth it, its no likin someone but likin em is wot i dnt get its crazy

What? i dont understand what your saying ..... i love the guy quite simply but im scared to tell him how i feel becuase im worried of ruining my friendship .... but i said i was gonna be positive and thats what im gonna do *puts headphones on and starts listening to checkin it out by little chris*

... little chris *pukles up everywher*

*sighs* fine *changes it to evenescance* god sake mnementh no need to over react i heard one of his songs today from one of my emo mates and i sort of liked it ... ive been liking loads of different stuff latly ... hmmm strange

oh no akira not evil pop and wannabe! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

look ill probably hate it by the end of the week ..... OH MY GOD SCOTTS ONLINE *spins around hoolding head and falls on floor out of dizziness*

XD

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^-_-^ XDDD

*ghost appears* goooooo tooooo the rp woooooo

*looks sad* he was gone before i got a chance to talk to him

awww! : (

that sucks. Eventually your gonna have to talk with em' *pats Akira on the back gently*

yeah, u'll get ur chanceim not very confident with girls for a very good reason...

but when will i get the chance to talk to him and even if i get the chance to tell him i probably wont seeing that im so worried

u rworried, but u seem like u have mroe confidence than me, the chance will come when it is ready

*smiles* thanks mnementh

im calming down so much... i think im chnging, im becoming different, more sensitive and listening...

LOL theres bound to be changes in your personality as you get older

but im becoming so normal

no offense but i dont think you will ever be normal mnementh

thats actually rather offensive, i wish to be normal, every day... but im not, im a freak

i personally dont think your a freak becuase your not and im sorry if you found that offensive i personally like being different and my own person but im sorry if i offended you *hugs mnementh*

its fine, i wish i was normal tho, im slit apart...

what do you mean by slit apart ???

I did something today to help kill depression, thought yall like to hear. I have a new shoe style! I wear my laced sneakers and have the left side tied, the right untied, partly cause I miss falling on my face. Now the left side is tidy, wich isn't right, so me being tidy isn't right, but being loose is! So Tidy is left, and loose is right! Does that even make sense? lol

im gonna slit my wrists, i hate fukin life!!! its so shit!

mnementh please dont

no! don't slit ur wrists! I'm not biting mine and i'm depressed real deep rite now, you don't need to cut yourself to ribbons!

i fukin hate it, i hate it, i want tio die!!!!

No you don't! calm down, your still young, don't end it!

NO! FUK IT ALL!

mnementh a while ago i promised to try and stop and i remember you promising to try and stop to, two days ago i was close to breaking point and i wanted to overdosed on something and slit my wrists in an attempt to end my life but i remmebered my promise and al the good things in my life and stopped ..... i am asking you to try and not do this mnementh please .... i have to go to bed now bye

bi, but there is no point... i hate life, it i s shit, i want it all to end...

aww c'mon guys! *huggles everyone*

i dont want a hug

Oh. My. God. I come back to look around a bit and ya'll are killing yourselves. Mnementh, don't cut yourself. I swear to god, if I knew you in real life and found out you wear cutting I'd punch you in the face. Maybe that doesn't sound very understanding and affectionate towards peoples' feeling, but I don't care. I hate the thought of people butchering their bodies just to get relief. It's disgusting. Seriously, I knew someone who used to cut her wrists with paperclips, and I felt like strangling her 'till she promised to never do it again.

Stop cutting yourself or I'll stop talking to you. Not that that's too big of a threat, but it's really all I can do over the internet.

I'm not a psychologist but I don't especially like sitting idle with this kind of talk around here.

Pain is a basic fact of life.
Misery is an option...

If you are miserable, know that this is a choice and you can change this situation; you need only to have the will.
Some will say that those are harsh words and in a way it is, but considering the age of the people around here, I can't believe that what you are facing now seems so desperate that it would warrant self-termination (or more exactly, self-Injury). If you focus on the solutions and take the problems one at the time, you will certainly make some progress.

If your situation get to the point of clinical depression; go outside jog or do any kind physical exercise regularly. The body is not a thing of wild magic, but a collection of chemicals, tissues and nerve impulses. Exercise raise the level of endorphin, dopamine, serotonin, and norepinephrine which in turn make you see things... from a better angle.

If all else fail, just don't sit there contemplating how bad your life is, seek the help of a competent health care professional.

mnementh tempest is right (all hail all powerful and all knowing tempest) please dont hurt yourself

Thank you Tempest! *hugs Tempest then hugs Mnementh again*

Yeah, mnementh, I agree that life sux sometimes. I don't even have that bad a life, but it is still painful. That is why I have Jakara. But that is a long story. Just don't hurt yourself for it. You have a future ahead of you. And you have friends, at least here. I don't know you in real life, but I will be your friend here. And tempest is right. There are a lot of things that you can do to get over depression. (Although me being the worst runner ever, physical excersise might make me more depressed. ) Huggles for mnementh!!

*pats Mnementh on the back* I'm still stuck in a half depressed state so thats all ur gettin' outta me, but Tempest is correct, cuttin' yourself isn't good. I have come so close to biting my wrists again, but I'm always remembering Mrs.Fermanski, you, Akira, and other people who are depressed and usually still hangin' in. Losing your blood isn't worth much

see mnementh we are all here for you we all have problems in life but its best to share how you feel with others instead of showing by slitting your wrists .... and anyway your getting checked every week arnt you ???

i am, but ic ant talk too nayone, im fine, i'll get through it

you will if I have to turn you to stone till things get better!

just remmeber we are here to listen

u know ive go a knife right here wit me

well we do now .... i know i cant exactly force you not to slit your wrists but i am asking you to please not to ..... we care and worry for you on here and we would hate it if you left us

uhuh, i see

are you gonna slit your wrists ???

i prefer wankin, its better i decided, ha.

didnt really need to hear that -_-' at least your not gonna hurt yourself i guess

im better now, im jokin akira dw, though the end is much more profitable! HA!

*blocks ears with headphones and listens to evanescance *

TRIVIUM! RCOK ON!

LOL ive been listening to panic! at the disco THEY ROCK

they do!

WAKE UP!

Omg, good. Mnementh isn't cutting himself. *hugs him*

Hugs all around! XDD

YAY *hugs everybody* oh and its official i am now officially and completly over scott *does happy dance*

WOOHOO!

Yay! Good for you Akira! And before I get hugged, *snaps fingers and says some odd word. disapears*

*hugs where kelsey was* XDD *starts singing Chop Suey*

*sneezes* now all i have to do now is get better -_-' *sniffle* oh and i just saw episode 35 of FMA with the fossil disease ...... that was quite sad and quite gruesome to

*hands Akira a glass of orange juice* that one is sad but I remembered some more gruesome and sad ones this morning...

well the one with the guy who slices people up was quite gruesome *drinks orange juice* i just had to get ill on a saturday didnt i

yeah, but they're are still plenty sad ones left, gosh it's such a sad yet awesome show

Akira, you're sick too? God, I've been sick since last Saturday, and the past three days I felt like I was gonna die. Thank God I'm getting better...

grr...

ive been quite ill all week but its hit me really bad yesterday ive stayed in doors all day and watched anime

now remember drink plenty of fluids and get some rest ^-_-^

yes yes fine ^-_-^

I love this thingy ^-_-^

Ugh, I know what you mean by being sick! I had preplanned a day over my best friends house, and all the week before I was sick, and just kept getting worse! Then, the day before I was to go over, I got pink eye ! Luckily, I was able to get some drops that made it de-contagious, so I was still able to go over her house.

Nooo!!PINKEYE! I got a similar problem last week,except for the size,shape and colour.Actually,it was completely different.In an eyeliner-accident sorta way.*shuffles slowly away*

*shivers* very beautiful, but it has an eerie feeling to it.

yay eerie!

wat eyeliner???

THAT EYELINER! D8

holy freakin crap! you are amazing! and must have a lot of time on your hands....