you're sad?! i cant even get on to tell her i care!

type what you want to say. ill post it

well i have to go take a shower now and i'll be on later, but just tell her this: you're my friend, i care about you, and if you are gone, think about how life will be different without you. oh, and if you want to talk, i'll be on dragnix, ready to listen.

AHHHH!!!!! FIREHEART NOOOO!!!!! *rushes to fireheart and grabs her* STOP IT RIGHT NOW!!!!! DONT KILL YOURSELF!!!!!!

SHE DIDNT KILL HERSELF! HER MOM STOPPED HER BEFORE SHE DID!

*roars* FIREHEART WHAT IN THE NAME OF ? ARE YOU DOING? DON"T YOU DARE DO IT! IF you do it you'll only cause more pain and grief for others.

*comes out of shower smelling like coconut* did you tell her what i typed?!

oh god she didnt do it! thank god! yes i did, not sure if she saw it though. this is what her journal said:
I tried. I tried slitting my wrist. I was going to cut straight down my wrist. Kill myself. I started cutting, a clean slice, but mom came in. She caught me, and I broke out sobbing. I can't feel or understand anything anymore. I can't. I don't know. Don't know what's going to happen to me now. The deed was almost done. If mom hadnt stopped me at that point, it would have been over. You would have never seen me again. I was beyond the point of savior, beyond the point of 3 weeks ago. But mom stopped me. I hate this. I am so numb now, can't feel anything except sadness. It's so weird, feeling this way. Feeling like... nothing. No feeling. This is what I've wanted to do for so long. Feel this way. Feel nothing. Guys. I'm very sorry I upset you. Please forgive me. But I was so fucking close... So close to ending this screwed up life... damn it...

Tiamat, tell if she ever thinks of doing it again, tell her to think what other people will think. it will cause only more painf and what not for toher people who care about you..

YAY FIREHEARTS MOM!!!! You're a great person fireheart! DONT KILL YOURSELF!!! YOU HAVE TOO MUCH TO LIVE FOR!!!!

i have something else to tell her. i thought about it while i was in the shower, but now that she's not going through with it... *coconut smell fills the room*

Tiamat, please tell this to her from Jade: *huggles* don't. your mom stopped you because she loves you. if she didn;t she wouldn't have cared to stop you.

coconut....

i love coconut...

fireheart said that shes sorry she upset everyone, and shes getting on to talk

hello. I'm very sorry if I upset you guys. The only thing left now is one nasty cut. I washed the blood off, but ya... there's definitly going to be a scar. I'm sorry I worried you.

*huggles* i'm just glad you're okay right now.

*hugglifies*

Fireheart, no matter what you think, there is always someone out there who loves you. And there is also always someone out there who is going through the same thing you are! Don't be afraid of other people! NO MATTER WHAT THEY SAY YOUR LIFE IS WORTH LIVING!! And reach out to other people! You can't make friends unless you reach out to someone! It's ok to be sad, byut just because your sad doesn't mean you can't be happy later *is finished with pep talk* *give Fireheart a GINORMOUS HUGGLE GLOMP!* I loves ya anyway!

fireheart! if you want something encouraging for me to say to you, i'll tell you...

Don't say that Dspice. That just sounds like flattering. Like "You're jsut going to say what I want you to say, even if you don't mean it." ALthough what I said up there is commonly used for suicidals, I meant every single letter of it!

i'm going to have dinner, but remember FH, ew're your friends. you'll kill me if you never came back on again.

@jenu: thank you. @ Dragonspice: Go ahead.

Me too. I would be very very sad if I never saw you again fireheart! *huggles fireheart*

what do you mean jenu? fireheart may not even be on right now. she may have just gotten on and the left, so why type something she wouldn't read? oh wait she is still on! wow dont i feel dumb... >< im sorry fireheart...

i think shes better now *huggles fireheart* she had me so scared, and right at a time when i had to go to the bathroom...

Fireheart just got on, lol. All I mean is that it's pointless to say something jsut because someone else wants you to say it. It's like flattering, or lying. Just say what you feel and what you mean, anything encouraging YOU can come up with your own feelings. @Fireheart: I don't want to sound mean or blunt, I just want to help, but why, why did you try to kill yourself today. If you can't answer, for whatever reason, that's fine. I just want to know.

ok, *ahemcough* i'll say/type it anyway... fireheart, it's your life and you can do with it what you will. no one here is your mom, and we can't make you do what you don't want to. however, we can offer helpful advice, that of which you should listen to. so if you want to end your life prematurely, go ahead, but just think: you'll miss out on all these good people here at dragnix, and all the fun we have. *ahemcough* ok im done.

I am obviously far too emotional. LOL!!!

*blows nose* i have to go take a shower now. talk to you guys later

*huffs* well, i think im inspirational... @ tiamat- shower! i took one already...

why? To end this. I'm falling, drowing in my own sadness. I can't even think anymore. Cant listen, pay attention. I felt like my mom didnt care at all about me, too. I wont tell you the reason why though. So many things... so many things have happened lately... I wont tell you them though, that's just ranting about my problems. im sorry though.

COmpared to you, I'm just shouting my head off with stuff. *mock pout* Hey fireheart, you know who hasn't visited you lately?? THE TICKLE MONSTER!!!! *green moster with feather fingers pops out of nowhere and starts tickling Fireheart, making her laugh like crazy* (Imagine you really ARE being tickled by a ton of feathers)

fireheart, everyone has problems. it's ok if you dont want to talk to us about them, but you did need to talk to someone about it. you need to get it all out or it'll just stay bottled up inside. and trust me: you dont want that to happen...

*before i leave* the thing about friends, is that they listen when you rant and care. go ahead and please talk to us, or at least rp or something. rping helps take your mind off things

It's ok to tell us your problems. I won't mind a bit. GO ahead, rant. I shall listen to every word! *takes on listening pose*

yeah! rp time! i is always ready for an rp!!

*sigh* *Jenu in dragon form drags herself from the ground* Is ish getting worn out with all these rps. Please don't make us go in the desert. I need a water source! A spring would be preferable.

btw Fireheart, i've felt like that once. *huggles* talking helps alot. this might sound cheesy, and people have probably said this a million times, but God does love you, and i'll be praying for you.

ok, so how about a mountainous region with forests and a lake, jenu?

OK. Oh, and can we actually fight an enemy who is a match for us? Not some loud mouth monster?

oh yeah, i have the right person! hee hee... *we are lounging around a campfire at night, next to a lake* *the full moon shines brightly on us as we rest* (you guys can continue cuz i have to go to bed. talk to you guys tomorrow!)

*relaxing closer to the lake when I see a human rentering the circle of our campfire light* *listens closely, but can't really hear anything* *I scooch over closer to the campfire, but I still can't really hear the human* *He is young, strong, with gleaming evil eyes* I don't like him... OOC: I has to go, bye bye everyone! Take care Fireheart! ^_^

*soars into clearing, letting out a friendly roar* Heeelllooooooo!!!!!!

FIREHEART!!!! *glomps* i'm soooo sorry that i couldnt get on befroe and talk to u, r u okay now???? please dont ever think that there arent pplz who care 4 u, cause as u can see, we do, u really scared me, i'm so glad ur still here. *huggles Fireheart*

hi. um.. im new here, and, um.. i really dont know how this site works. it looks like a cool site, and... i dont know what to do. um.. do you just talk or something? um.. are you only supposed to do two lines? i dont mean to talk to much, i just dont want to shut down the site by accident...

hello! and welcome! you can talk to me if you want =]

hi babydrgn. how does this site work?

well its mainly an art website about dragons where we people send in art and comment on others art.....but mainly we just talk...and we are very random

oh ok. what do you want to talk about babydrgn?

eh....doesn't matter to me....what do you like to talk about! hmm? huhhuh what what what!!!!1...the anticipation its killing me!!!! ah!!!!!!!!!! *coughiaminsanejusttoletyouknowcough* UNLESS!!!! you already knew that! gasp!!!!!

um...

yeah babydrgn: we all know you're off the wall. *glomps* hello emerald fire, and welcome to dragnix!

hello dragonspice.

@dspice- GASP! youd u no that!!!!?!?! stalker!!! *hisses then hides in a cardboard box*

Er... aren't we in the middle of a roleplay???? HI EMERALD FIRE!! *huggle glomps* I'm the most random person here, short of babydrgn, who is completely insane!

um.... hi. im sorry that i interrupted your roleplay, i will try to not do it again...

oh dont worry emerald fire. we're all cool with it, and im sorry i haven't commented beack. my dad pulled me away from the computer. ><

its ok Emerald fire!!! i we all interupt roleplays sometimes!!! ... ... ...

please, nayru, dont start the smiley-spam again. tempest already deleted your other smiley overload, so dont bother him with more. >< sorry if i sound mean...

yes please dont. im not trying to sound mean either but it does take up a lot of room.

SPAM! and welcome to Drganix, Emerald Fire! *bows*

JD! *glomples*..wat are you doin on at this time?

studying for a geography quiz tomorrow on europe and the 50 states by playing an online map game. XD you? *glomp/tackles back*

I'm at school doin nothin

school? wha for doing nothing?

I would normaly be in Foundations of Math but the TEE classes aren't running cause of the exams

hur...sounds fun. oo! and only 2 more days of school till vacation! YES! *boogies*

Realy! i finish school for eva in 2 weeks!

HUH??! FO EVA??

YEP! 4 EVA! *does victory dance*

lucky...*pouts* there's 10, 11, 12, then college. BLEH!

I'm only year eleven but i'm either gonna get a job or go to TAFE

where do you wan tot work, or work as? *drifts to other page in spirit form*

I wan't to work in a pet shop, but there is only two in Kalgoorlie and one has already turned me down

aww, reallly? and i've gotta go for a few minutes. and if i don't come back on, bye! *glomps* it was nice to see you again!

Same! *glomps back*

Lucky Vicious. *pouts* I still have like... tons of time left in school! *pouts even more* I cannot identify the actual nember, because I am an undefianable age! BWAHAHAHAHA!!!!

D:

ooo, are you immortal? o.o

No, just an indefinable age. Jenu in dragon form is actually VERY old! And still kickin' booty!

HAH you're an old grandma!! *points and laughs* (im just kidding ><)

*glares evilly at Dspice* *horns glow a bright menacing silver* *eyes turn so dark blue they are almost black* *evilest voice possible* I dare you to say that again... I'll kill you!!!!

*hides* uh-oh...

erm- i was just kidding... *gulps* do you in fact have grandchildren? 0.o

*takes a step toward Dspice, claws protuding all the way, each one glowing a blinding silver color* *skin tone starts to darken, turning into the same shade as the eyes* *feather wings start to bristle, and my tail swishes back and forth* *my eyes are starting to glow red now* *I glare at Dspice straight in the face* Take that back now or else you face what I can REALLY do when I'm mad!

ack...gotta go! *glomps Dspcie and a very scary looking Jenu*

ok ok ok!! *speaks fast* im sorry i said that i was trying to make a joke and i thought you really were that old but i guess my jokes aren't that funny please dont kill me im sorry im sorry im sorry!!!!

@ jade- HEY! dont leave me here with this insane grandmo- i mean, jenu!!

*suddenly looks very unangry* Hmph. Good. *turns away with a rather snotty look* You better not say that again or else... *evil glint suddenly comes into my eye* YOU GET GLOMPIFIED TO DEATH!!! *with light speed I turn around and glomp Dspice to the ground* There, see! This is what you get! OOC: I ish contradicting myself, aren't I? LOL! ^_^

*cringe* yes, yes you are... *stands* so how old ARE you? mom old, grandma old, great-grandma old, or...

Goddess old, really. Or rather, Comoni is. Ellidora is elfen old, Jenu slightly younger. BUT THEY CAN ALL KICK BOOTY SO YOU BETTER NOT INSULT ANY ONE OF THEM! And I can't tell you how old I am! *eyes dart about warily for the invisible stalker* They're always there, always watching. So to them, I SHOULD be granny old! *waves around a little old cane and whacks invisible stalker on the head* HA! Found you! You stink mr. stalker!

ok, so you just called yourself old, but if i were to call you old... *creates paradox: brain fizzles* so wait- you ARE old!!

*gives Dspice the "wink"* I am a strange person. You must learn that soon, elsewise your brain shall die. That's what all my friends have learned. Like I said, I am an undefinable age!

AND YOU'RE OLD!! (i have to go to bed, so i guess im lucky huh?) *runs from dragnix as quick as possible*

*changes into Ellidora in a very elfen dress* Do I look old to you, really? OOC: BTW, Ellidora really DOES look the epitome of youth, as do all my characters. IC: But nothing can protect you when you return!! *prepares several traps fro Dspice for this last comment*

I want to know the general age of all of you lot.Q. Why? A. i determin status by age (it's to help with my book)

Well, Dragon-wise, I'm probably the oldest of all of you, so you can give me the highest status! LOL!!! Jk jk, seriously! Dragon-wise, I am very old, but I can't tell you how old I am in real life.

mwahahhaa....in dragon form, i am around 400 years old.^^

Let's see... I believe in my 400th year I was searching through space w/ Comoni for a home planet.